Glen Phillips & Toad Lyrics

Whatever I fear (Coil)

There's almost nothing left and you eat my kind for breakfast What did I expect, to come here and find anyone? Find open arms to greet me and friends to feed me I sicken myself so much And you eat my kind for breakfast You eat my kind Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me Whenever I let my guard down, whatever I was ignoring Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been Seeing myself this way I am a monster I believe And seeing is believing, is there no doubt left When I wake up I poison myself and poison gives no appetite I sicken myself so much I sicken myself so Did we expect these things to change By waking up and suddenly there they are And all I need's a starting place And nothing ever seemed so hard